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bonus 10 Disheartenment

from Smarten Van Een Ontwijde Ziel by Zelfhaat

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Blind my eyes, I don't want to see
Make me deaf, sound is unbearable
Mute my voice, my words are useless
Take away my scent, I can't stand the smell of life anymore

Give me drugs so my mind will stop
Cut away my hands so I won't feel
Too much information
Too many memories

I lie here broken
My soul is in ruins
Not able to continue any longer
Would my end bring peace at last?

Please, take away my air
I cannot control my thoughts
Make an end to this life
I have been in Hell for far too long

To crawl away in a corner
To never again return
To perish in darkness
Would that bring peace at last?

Please, I cannot stand humanity
The miracle fails to blossom
It was already broken in utero
I don't believe in the lie anymore

All around me is bleak and grey
Leaves fall like ash
Everything withers and dies
A constant winter of the soul

There is nothing for me here
No one will ever miss me
None will mourn my passing
My grave will be forgotten

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from Smarten Van Een Ontwijde Ziel, released October 30, 2020

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Veneratorius_Mortifer Netherlands

Putting my music online just to have some sort of legacy for my art. I don't know how to do promotion, so I won't bother trying. Looking for labels to release my art on CD format. That would be nice.

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